He will always be there for me
He will care for me
He will protect me
He will brighten up my day
He will do sweet little things to make me smile
He will go all out in great lengths just to make me happy
He will make me the happiest girl in the world

It's been long since I last smiled in bliss. I am glad that he came into my life and saved me from the torment. Life is filled with fun, laughters and colours. Year 2006 is gonna be great!!!

I just came back from Ministry of Sound. I can't believe I queued for almost 2 hours just to get in man!!! Stupid marketing strategy. The queue only starts moving at 11plus. What the hell it made poor people like us wait for so freaking long??? It will only turns people off.

Inside MOS, we were busying looking for the hall that plays Retro. I was so disappointed with it. Nothing comparable to Zouk. The main hall plays Retro too. But it was a junk mixture of music. The only Retro songs I hear were A little respect, Bizzare love triangle, Sweet child of mine. That's all. Super pathetic right. Junk I mean it has a mixture of Trance, RnB, Retro, whatever you can think of. Oh and the combination of the songs sucks great.

Zouk is still the best.

And I should have gone there. Stupid Ace went there without jio-ing me. Reach already then sms-ed me asking me which part of Zouk was I in. He really thinks I am at Zouk every Wednesday. *laughs loudly*

We (Joseph and his group of friends whom I just met today) left the dance floor at one plus. The music really cannot make it and we settled for the lounge called Tunnel. Ordered drinks and started playing games. Even playing games were much more enjoyable then the music. *frowns*

Left at 3 plus and oh my god even the queue to collect the bagguage was super long. Took us almost half an hour to collect our bags. *faints*

Don't think I will frequent there much. Today is just a trial for me to go and explore the new place. Bui this new place is still better than Club Momo. *phew*

Good news!!! I do not need to work on New Year and the day after. Yippee!!! Can totally relax myself for 2 days. Hmmm... Got to go plan for activities already. But I still must work on the eve. No countdown party for me. *crys* But the Mambo Jambo at Expo looks so fantabulous. Can someone replace me at work so that I can go partying? *laughs*

I went shopping alone in town just now before my work. Levis is having 20% sale!!! *drools* But the pair of jeans I like doesn't suit me. I look damn fat and short in it. Had been telling myself that I am gonna get that pair after I slim down. But the sale came even before I slim down *bangs head on wall* Therefore I decided to forgo the sale discount. And I continued my venture to m)phosis. The whole Robinsons is having big sale can? I almost fainted looking at the crowd. And m)phosis (Centrepoint) is having 30% discount *double faint* But for members only. I couldn't see anything I fancy. All old stocks. So I didn't get myself anything even though there was a sale. Didn't really bother to look at other sections of the departmental store cause the crowd surrounded every part of the store which are worth seeing and I didn't want to squeeze with those people.

Should I insist on going Zouk later at night? For your information you will be pretty shocked to hear that I have skipped Mambo for 4 continuous weeks already. Or should I go MOS to take a look? Joseph says they got a hall for Retro too...

Sorry for not blogging for so many days ever since the Bangkok trip. I am simply lazy. My offdays are forfeited on both the Saturdays. Christmas eve and New Year eve. Can somebody just kill me? It practically ruins my whole festive season. And the sadder thing is I am working on the actual holiday and also the day after which is a public holiday too. Everything just sucks.

Yes I knock off at 2am and I can still go out. But who still wants to go out with me at 2? Even if I go and join my friends for clubbing, it's already time people about to go home or supper already. What's the point. Argh!!! I hate this. And it's because for the sake of money.

The only consoling thing I have is that I had an enjoyable afternoon before my work. But it was only a 3 hour trip. Wanted to meet up for Christmas dinner at first but I was not hungry, so we ended up eating Burger King and I had salad. So unusual of me to eat such plain stuff for dinner. *laughs* But it just sucks when it was time to work.

I was fretting over being programless after work yesterday. One of my friends knows about it while he was messaging me wishing me Merry Christmas and he told me he was going clubbing. As we were not very close, we just bumped into each other several times on the streets and exchanged numbers, I did not expect him to ask me out. In the end, I did not manage to find anyone to hang out with, so I just went home and surf my net. Who knows he suddenly call me at 4 in the morning and asked me down to Eski. But hello I am already at home. I knocked off at 2 and he called me at 4. *frowns* So what am I going to do in between that 2 hours? Of course I go home lar... *crys*

I am going work later. On the first day of Christmas. How fucked up can things be? $^#&*($#!!!

I saw the Sony Ericsson W900i already. It's so freaking huge and bulky!!! But I really like the functions of the phone. I don't think I will get it now already. Cause it's too big to my liking. Size matters. I mean size of phone. Maybe I will get Nokia 7370. Nice and small. Suitable for girls. But I don't really like the specs of the phone. No external memory. Yes I am a hard to pleased consumer.

Pictures of my Bangkok trip will be up when I am hardworking enough to upload them into my computer. *laughs*

Hey guys, I am back. Back from Bangkok. Gosh it's such a shopping paradise there. But I do not have the energy to blog about anything right now. I am simply too wiped out. But I got so much things I want to jot down. Wait till I have the time and energy. I don't know when. These few days gonna be busy. Have to wake up freaking early later. Having tuition before my lessons starts. And I don't like this. *pui*

I am finally going away for a trip! Have been wanting to go Bangkok since a couple of years back but it's either no one to go with me or timing isn't right. Finally able to fulfil this small wish of mine. I am gonna shop, shop and shop till I drop! Won't be bringing much clothes there as I can foresee me hauling lots of clothes from there. *laughs*

Hope that it will be a fun and exciting trip. Will be back next week with lots of photos and stuffs.

Will be catching King Kong before I catch the flight later. Want to watch this movie before I leave. Guess it will be a superb one. Waiting for it since October.

Alright, going to pack luggage. Hope I won't miss out anything. *blur*

What I want is just to be happy

Is being happy really that difficult for me? What I am asking for is not much. Just being truly happy. Why can't I seem to achieve that? Or even anywhere near there. Everything just sucks.

Gosh it's already December. A month where everyone is having their school holidays. Except me!!! Boo! So sad. Christmas is coming. Wonder who will be giving me Christmas gifts. *hint hint* Hope I do not need to work on Christmas eve. It is supposedly to be my offday.

Year 2005 has been a very bad year for me. The worst for the past 22 years. Let's hope Year 2006 will be a better year for me.

Some resolutions:
1. Find myself a boyfriend
2. Earn more money to buy things I like
3. Able to catch up with school work and score well for my exams in May
4. Lose fats!
5. An overseas trip to Taiwan or some nice beaches

I will be away to Bangkok next week. Yeah! Looking forward.

Noelle ask me to attend Japanese course together with her, Keave (her ever irritating hubby) and Audrey (her sister). I have always wanted to pick up this language and it's a good chance for me to study now. Got so much company. But what I am worried is I have not been able to catch up with my school work already, attending one more course needs even more commitment and time. Will I have the abilty to manage all these at the same time?

Life has been rather monotonous after I started working. Offday on Saturday was spent with Johnathan. Actually wanted to catch a movie but this bugger had already watched all the movies I wanted to catch. So we just went Coffee Club and spent almost 2 hours there having coffee and chatting, walking around Marina Square (it has changed so much since the renovation that I kept telling Johnathan that I think they tore down the whole Marina Square and rebuild again. Lolz), having dinner, and walking somewhere around Esplanade before settling down at TCC for another round of coffee again. The way he looked being embarrassed was so cute. Then we tried taking some photos but it was rather tedious. Will post them up later and show you why. Then we both caught the last train and I went Hui's house for mahjong. Lose lose lose again!!! But luckily not much this time round. Only 8 bucks.

Reached home at 5 plus and miraculously I managed to find some energy and MSN-ing till 7 before concussing in bed. After I woke up, I went to watch Chicken Little with Donald. Very nice and funny cartoon in my opinion though lots of my friends commented that it was only OK. Sunday was really a good day for me. Nice movie, got myself a new phone, and Donald went to the arcade and caught one super cute Dumbo plush for me. His machine plush catching skills are good. Caught that Dumbo at the second attempt. He bought me a pretty hairclip too. Put it in my locker the day before and I got a mini suprise when I opened my locker to put my bag. That little kid is always full of ideas. I was so happy on Sunday.

It has been some time since I last went KTV. No time to go. I miss singing.

What should I be doing on Saturday? Anybody wants to go out?