What a boring offday for me today. Just went all the way to Bukit Timah for tuition and came back home. No choice, that boy is on night shift and I am lack of one ka for mahjong.

Didn't go shopping coz I am bored of Orchard and Bugis already. Combed these 2 places for the past week already and guess there is nothing new in store for me. Bought 3 tops, 1 skirt and a earring recently.

Caught Snakes On the Plane yesterday night. Pretty good show. Tense but at times some funny scenes. I would say it's one of the best show I have watched recently amongst other movie like Ghost game, My Super Ex-girlfriend, Tokyo Drift etc.

Guess if Cathay has some loyalty member card, I would have gotten the platinum card already. At least one movie a week. Highest record of 3 or 4 I think. There's nothing else I can do after the shops closed except to watch movie. Singapore is a boring place. Too damn small.

Comex is coming. Wondering if I ought to get a new computer or notebook. Sure to get a good deal during Comex. But my funny work time is hindering the visit. Maybe I should take leave on Sunday. Well, we shall see. I am afraid that the boy may kanna duty after I have taken my leave.

My cough hasn't recover. Been coughing like mad recently. And I am banned from taking cold drinks. Sobs. Tummy isn't feel too well either. Keep feeling that my tummy has alot of "wind" inside. Kept wanting to burp but it just can't come out. The feeling is horrible.

I am bored. Seriously bored. And that stupid brother of mine has kidnapped the TV for his PS2 game. Now I am TV-less, programless. Oh well... Great.

Reverted back to my Samsung phone *pouts* Coz that boy's phone is kind of sort recently and he is not used to using other phones except Nokia and he is 3 months before he can upgrade his line. So the very kind, generous and sweet me gladly offered to lend him my phone without any hesitation until he upgrades his line.

But I suddenly find my thumb too fat for the Samsung keypad. And the cut I have on the right side of my right thumb is hindering when I smsed. *ouch* Very painful can?

Maybe I shouldn't have been so kind. *drum fingers*

I look at all my friends who are in a relationship. All of them seems to be in so much pain in love. When a couple spends too much time together, they can quarrel over the most ridiculous things on earth. And each have to forgo so much things just to give in and make their partners happy.

For example:
A bunch of friends asked J out(be it ktv sessions, clubbing, chilling out or whatever). J wanted very much to go. But she can't coz she had already promised her boyfriend A to go home. If not, A will be upset about it. Even if J insisted on going, she feels guilty having break the promise and leave A at home.

There are so many instances where my close friends come telling me they had huge arguments with their boyfriends. All these made me feel that as two persons get together for long, it will make you change into another totally different person. So much so that you are no longer the original you anymore. I really don't know exactly how to pen down the feelings right down, but it made me so scared of being in a relationship.

And when I see my friends into total desperation and breaking down into tears, I feel heartache for them. Seriously. And I am so scared that one day I will land up in the same situation.

The honeymoon period is always sweet. But as the relationship progress to a deeper stage, everything becomes so frightening.

Went shopping after work yesterday. I was at Topshop. Was greeted "Welcome" by one sales person. I acknowledged it with a nod and a smile. Proceeded on to browse apparels on the racks. Came to one section and saw one loose fitting bright yellow tube. I like it. There was only a few pieces left on the rack. Searched for all the sizes and discovered that they were all size 12 or 14 (L and XL). And there was one piece without a tag to indicate the size. Two male shop assistants were chatting like half a metre away from me. I kept looking around, obviously searching for help. I was totally oblivious to them. Never mind. Two more shop assisitants passed by. A guy and a girl. I quickly asked the girl.

Princess: Excuse me, do you have size 10 for this tube?
GirL: All the sizes are already there.
Princess: Then what size is this? (passing her the one without the tag)
Girl: (after checking) This is size 12, which is a large.
Princess (pointing to one more piece higher on display but within my reach): Then how about ...

Turning my head, I saw the girl walking away liao. I was so angry that I stormed out of the shop can? And those two male assistant were still rattling. What's the use of a nice greeting when customers don't even have a nice experience when visiting the store? I wsa so pissed off by not one one bad encounter, but two!!! First, the two too-much-things-to-talk-about assistants. Your salary are not paid for you to chit chat. Chit chatting among yourselves is not within your job scope. It doesn't mean that you can't talk. But at least be watchful enough of your surroundings to see if customers need help. I believe if someone big shot like the marketing manager walked pass, they are bound to notice. But customers? Totally screened out of their sight.

Second, the female assistant. By answering: Everything is already on display is the most rude way to reply to my enqury. Coz it shows you are not willing to help and are just trying to brush away the question. At least, by checking on the sizes of those on the racks shows you are willing to help. Or if you know for sure there are no more sizes, at least phrase it nicer by saying "Sorry but I have only big sizes left." These are just the basics that each sales assistant ought to know. And she left even before I could finish my sentence. How rude!

If you people don't even want to serve customers and handle customers' enquiries, I don't think you are fit to be in the sales line.

Please remind me never to step into any Topshop no matter how nice their clothes are. It's not worth for me to get angry over such matters just because I am interested in one of their pretty apparels that are on display. There are other nice clothings around with assistants who can offer much better services.

Just came back from the chalet. I swear that I will put on 2kgs if I would have stayed there for one more day. Nothing to do there. So I practically kill time by eating eating and eating!!!

Had BBQ and buffet on the first night, and I think I ate from 9 plus till 12 before we started mahjong. Ended the game at 5 plus and concussed straight to bed. Woke up at 1pm the next day and ate laksa and some of his chicken rice. Went for a swim and then to White sand for some grocery shopping. We cooked the leftovers from last night's BBQ and maggi mee. Straight after the dinner was durian puffs. Then his colleague went out to buy durian and some stuff for the BBQ. Ate the durian and the fish I insisted on buying. Ate ice cream as well. Watch 2 dvds till 4 plus and went to bed.

I managed to persuade him for a morning swim before checking out. But hmm... I slept like a dead log when he tried to wake me up. Reached home at 11 plus and I flew and dived into bed. Woke up later at 3 plus and set off to work.

I am so bored now. *yawnz*

School's gonna start soon. In another month's time. Time passes so fast. Guess my results will be released soon. So scared of seeing my results. Praying hard and keeping my fingers crossed. I don't want to suffer from another mental breakdown again. Hope all the praying helps.

Having a very bad dry cough now. almost losing my voice soon. And I sound so hoarse. *damn* Those Strepsils don't really work.

Having the intention to spend money recently. Should I get a new phone? Or a new Gucci bag? Or colour my hair? Hmm...

As our special day is nearing, I can't help but feel that this year will be very different from our previous years. There has never been such an obstacle among us. So serious that I am at a total loss.

I really don't wish to see us breaking up. And it is so heart wrenching to know that eight years of relationship has fallen apart just because of a misunderstanding. I really hope that I can solve the problem and overcome this barrier. But I absolutely has no solution to this. And just by me alone can't do anything much.

I have tried hard to talk her around but am no fight to her stubborness and strong sense of belief in her own thinking. I feel so useless can?

On the other hand, she kept pressing me to come up a solution for her to salvage the relationship. This always leaves me speechless, unable to come up with anything concrete and constructive. Facing the two of them, I really don't know what I can do to help.

Everything just arises from a conflict of interest. I see both their points and I can understand their plights. Why can't both calm down and sort things out? Both are stubborn. Both have the tendency to flare up. I am so afraid that I might make things worse if I get them to talk. If things clashes and turn ugly. That will be the end of everything. And I don't want that to happen.

While we were young, we will sit down and talk things out. Even if it made all cried. But at least at the end of the day, talking helps. But I just feel that things are so different this time round. Can anyone advise me on what should I be doing?

As our special day is coming, I really feel like breaking down. Eight years. Is it that vulnerable? I am so useless.

Finally the photos are up

As said, here are the photos from the Thailand and zoo trip. Finally got a chance to upload them.

THAILAND!!!

At Changi Airport and plane...


After mambo, with only less than one hour of sleep...


On board the plane

The scenery from the plane...


Group photo!!!


At Thailand airport...


While waiting in the queue... Jason trying very hard to look cool...


At Pattaya...




Our first meal at Pattaya... A pirated Pizza Hut.


He don't want me liao... Heehhhh...


Me, Maryanne, Joanne.

He really don't want me liao!!!


These prove all...


At Ripley's Believe it or not! A copy of him behind!!!


The enormous chair...


Second day at Pattaya. On the tuk tuk...





Lunch at some Japanese Shabu shabu restaurant...


At Walking Street with fanciful neon lights...





Dinner at Walking Street's seafood restaurant. They are still swimming...


We ordered room service for breakfast before checking out...


At Bangkok...


Waiting for the train. Going MBK.

I spent alot.


at MBK.


Our dinner in the suite. Arrangement done by the hotel staff.


I feel like a queen! HAha.


Outside the suite.


Our room.


Skelan behind me.


I might be skinny... but I am strong enough to piggy-back the pig...


Seriously I also don't know what the hell we were doing...


At night bazaar...


On the BTS


On the van to the airport...


When will be our next trip???

The snake kissed me! HELP!!


Your look alike


With the Pot-bellied piggy...


Skelan and elephant. 2 in 1.


My turn.


Us. With the piggy behind.


To strengthen the bond...


Giraffe and pig


Count the number of monkeys.(Including the one in pink)



I feed them!!! FOC


Me and giraffe plush


He and one of his kind. Hahaha!!!

That's all for the zoo. Fun day...

Suddenly have the urge to change my blogskin (again) but so lazy to search for a nice skin page by page.

It was raining cats and dogs when I was on my way to work just now. So the poor me got to carry a foldable umbrella and walked all the way the to MRT station. And you know water got into the slip on heels that I was wearing and the friction between my foot and the surface of the shoes was minimised. and the design of my shoes had 2 intersecting straps forming a cross with a ribbon on the intersection point. Because of the friction, my little toes technically went out of the sole through the hole of the straps. and my toenail being brittle, the constant knocking against the strap made it broke! I am so sad can? (actually I discovered my nail was broken when I reached the station, so I self presume the procedure is like that la) The whole toenail came off, so I am only left with 4 nicely painted nails on my left foot. It looks so weird seeing the last toe without colour. *sobs very loudly*

And I saw one weird scene on the train just now. For girls, will you ever use a pouch for putting pad with the brand name imprinted to use it as a handphone pouch? I saw one near middle aged woman doing so. It was a pretty liliac pouch a litlle to big for her Samsung x430. And there was a SOFY word on the pouch that I would say is pretty visible. My god, I will never ever do that. I would rather go without a handphone pouch given the case. Oh ya ya, and on top of the funny pouch that she was using she put that SOFY pouch inside another pouch that is used to hold a discman. I mean, yeah nobody uses a discman now, so I wonder where on earth she can manage to find such a pouch (OR rather both the pouches) and do you really need 2 pouches for a handphone. Like that can hear your handphone ringing meh? And its so troublesome. Won't it be non beneficial and causing extra trouble to yourself? (Ok I know I am so kpo. But nothing else to do on the train mah!)

Ok I am going to buy donuts for that Skelan liao. He likes donuts.