Had a fun Christmas afterall. The eve was spent prawning cum bbq at Marina South with the girls and my Skelan. Can't imagine how efficient we were in organising and executing the bbq plan in like one hour. So amazed.

Received quite a number of gifts. I got a Christian Dior pink cardholder from myself, a handphone accessory from Hui, a box of chocolate and a bathing set from my colleagues and last of all, an iPOD nano from the boy. So sweet of him to get me something I wanted. BUT.

It is not the colour I want. I always wanted to get Apple's nano coz of the white and pink colour. But my baby got it in silver 2GB. And I have searched high and low on the internet for a 2GB pink. But it seems like 2GB only comes in silver colour. Cries out very loudly.

I am so desperate now that I even thought of going shop to shop in places like Lucky Plaza or Sim Lim, begging them to let me change for a pink. Sounds crazy but I really feel like doing so. What if there is no 2GB pink? Should I sell away the one baby bought and top up the money to just for a pink colour? Obviously I do not need a 4GB mp3 player.

How how how???

Or should I think of other ways to transform a silver nano into a pink one? Like buy a opaque pink colour casing so that I cannot see the original silver colour? Or can I find experts to spray the colour pink?

I think I am insane already.

Poor boy is going to be so sad about how I think about all these ideas to change the colour. He is such a sensitive and emotional creature. He bought the silver nano coz there was no more other colour. Guess guys doesn't think the way girls think when getting stuffs. He thinks that there is no difference between a silver and a pink nano. But to me, colour is one of the factor that matter most.

I don't mean to upset him, but I just want to make things the way I want.

Anyway, I still appreciate his efforts lar.

Been receiving a number of red bombs lately. I am going to be so broke. All these wedding celebrations make me feel like wanting to get married too. I wonder how it feels being married. Guess the process of planning for the wedding must be so tedious yet fun. And having found the one whom you have decided to spend the rest of your life with. How nice. When is it gonna be my turn? I am not getting any younger too. -_-"'

I have always dream about having the perfect wedding proposal, the perfect wedding dinner, perfect photo shoot, prettiest gown ever. It's gonna be a grand affair. But realistically, all these perfect will cost money. So it's either I find a rich man who wants me, or I pray hard that he tio Toto and win money that I can spend lavishly for the rest of my life. Which both seems quite impossible. Furthermore, me being a very traditional thinking person, I think guy should be paying for most of the wedding expenses. Because he is the one coming to marry me, not the other way round.

The more I think, the more I feel like getting married. *blush*

My prince will come and marry me some day.

I will bite. I am so frustrated with everything. Every single little thing. Including myself! Argh!!!

My work desk is so messy that it only makes me feel more irritated. And it's messy because I have tons and piles of work to clear. Sometimes just feel like throwing everything aside. But time constraint is one major issue. Everything just seems equally urgent. So sick.

To add on to my frustration, I waited 40 mins for cab just now after I knocked off. The taxi queue was so long and there was no taxi at all. Most of them were either hired or on call. So angry. A total waste of my time and made me wait in the queue like a stupid kuku.

Mango sale is on! And I have just spent $350 this week. $130 for a new spectacles, $130 on a shopping trip on Saturday (which include 4 tops, a pair of heels and 3 pairs of socks for Skelan), and $75 on facial for mummy and me. I paid for my mum coz she kept complaining that she has no extra cash for facial. Ouch. But seeing her delighted face when I told her I would pay for her makes me feel that it's worth it.

Should I go to the sale? Going will only incur more damage. My heart is so painful.

Oh and my new specs is so pretty. Should be ready already. Getting it tomorrow. Yipee!

All these shopping make me forget about my stress. Only for a while.

I hope December will be over soon. I cannot take it anymore.

I am so sick of my life.

My life has been so stagnant lately. Absolutely nothing to look forward to except for the Tioman trip that we are planning for during March next year. But plan still at the initial stage.

Will be having quite a few days off work during the Xmas and New Year period. Feel so shiok. But the boy has to work extra duty. So it adds up to nothing. Sigh... How nice will it be if we can plan for a few days trip in say like Malaysia.

Slamming myself back to reality, I did not go for my test on Monday. I had no time to study for it. I only manage to read up one or two lectures, which was obviously not enough to answer an essay question. I feared handing up blank script. So dropped the idea of taking the test. In the end, I ended up seeing the guys played mahjong till early morning.

Took a few hours sleep and went Vivo city. We still have not finished exploring the whole area. The place seems like a maze to me. The only surprising thing is that we suspected that there is no MacDonald's. So strange. *shrugs* We bought so much snacks and biscuits and chocolate at Candy Empire. That boy bought a super weird flavour of potato chips. Lime and black pepper. He was eager to know how it taste like because the combination is so unmatchable. But the chips turned out fantastic. We finished the whole packet in no time. Recommended.

So another off day gone. With the skipping of lectures. Hee hee.

I went to the dentist in the afternoon. My very first trip after I left primary school. Which is like a freaking 10 years back. I always have a fear for dentists. Always have an impression that they are mean, fierce and rough. Perhaps it's because the "missy" in my primary school was like that. And I enforced that impression to all dentists. Blame that fierce "missy" in my school. Not me.

And what made me visited the dentist was that I discovered black plague in between my teeth. And it just couldn't come out no matter how I brushed, flossed or digged. So, I plucked up all the courage I had and went to the dentist. The lady dentist turned out to be soooooo nice and sweet. Kept asking if it hurts or whether I am ok during the scaling. And she was so shocked to learn that it was my first trip to dentist. When she was cleaning my teeth, she still showed me the plague and when I rinsed them out, they felt like small sand. So hard. But anyway, my teeth now is nice and clean, with no stains or plague. And the gentle dentist said my bleeding gum is due to the lack in maintenance. She suggested me visiting her at least once a year. Still commented that I had a nice set of teeth and kept asking me to treasure it. Haha.

I feel so relief now. I was so afraid that the black stain on my teeth was for life.

Getting the new phone this month. So excited.