So as expected, after I finished my previous post and called him, he yelled: "Huh you still at home ar??? Haven't prepare yet right? Ho sei liao lor, now I have to wait for you again liao lor... Now already 6.45 I tell you you no 7.30 you won't reach one lor..." Blah blah blah... You know.



Haha. In the end, I reach exactly at 7.30.. Kuakua...



Walk around a few shops, and tried going to see see look look at the Mango sale. Although he said: "Hiya want go in then go lor..." But his face was filled with displeasure the moment we stepped into the premises. And the only moment his face lited up was when... the apparels that I thought were nice were only left with medium and large sizes.



Coz it meant that he could leave the store faster. -_-"'



So I left empty handed.



After dinner at Pastamania we went Marina South for prawning. Reach there at 11pm and took up the buy 3hour and get 1hour free package. But by 12.45, it started to pour real bad. We could not possibly leave as we had already paid for the 4 hours, and so we quickly took shelter at the nearest shade. And continued to prawn. The wind was strong, and soon we were all half drenched, even with the shade. Nice boy was worried that I felt cold and fall sick again, so he ran under the rain to the car and got jacket for me. The way he ran in the rain was damn funny lar. So the very crazy us prawned relentlessly in the pouring rain. and at 3am when we were supposed to stop, (by that time the whole prawn pool were only left with the 2 of us) he asked me whether to extend another hour(Yes in the rain). Coz at that time we really caught alot of prawns. And I actually agreed.



He wanted to go over to the counter for the extension. But I told him to wait for the person to come over to tell us time's up and then inform him about the extension, so that dear doesn't have to walk under the rain again. So we waited and waited. 5 mins... 15 mins... half an hour... The person still did not come over. So we concluded that they must have fell asleep. Haha. So we continued the expired timing. Then, when we had agreed on catching the last prawn and packed up and surrender, the person FINALLY came over and told us time's up. That was around 3.45. So, we got free 45 mins for nothing! Luckily I stopped him from going to tell the counter of the extended hour. Tan dio!



So we went back happily, half drenched, with 18 prawns and 6 super itchy mosquito bites on my legs.



And I have been scratching non stop in office the whole day today. Sounds gross but I dun care. Coz the itch is really unbearable.



We have finally booked the air tickets for Taiwan. Yipee!!! Decided on SQ in the end. Coz Jetstar is not having any promotion for the dates that we are travelling, and 1 tix cost about $430. Considered Eva and China Airline, but their flight timing sucks. Reaching Taipei in the evening and coming back super early in the morning. Like that 2 days wasted. But Eva's price is exactly the same as Jetstar. SQ is good! Having 3 flights to Taipei daily. So of coz we get to choose the best timing. And obtaining nice flight timing with one of the best airline means we have to part more with our $$$. Each tix cost about $615. But out of kindness and generousity, Skelan said he will sponsor me part of the tix. Lalalala...



Done with tixs, hotel next.



Dates for Taiwan is drawing nearer. So looking forward.



And ya, I had one of the most accomplished afternoon today. I actually touched on my resume!!! Spent like near 2 hours typing everything. And trying hard to think about job responsibilties from previous jobs proves to be a tedious task.



Apart from completing my resume, I actually spent time removing all my nail colour! The colour from my last manicure was chipping off, to the extent of a very obscene state. And I actully took effort to remove the colour! That is so very rare. Coz usually I will just go back to the manicurist and get her to remove the colour and paint another new one. The main reason being I am lazy having to remove the old colour finger by finger.



Suddenly took this effort coz the manicurist told me that it's time for me to let my nails rest. Especially my toenails. Coz they have turned pale yellowish due to constant painting. So much that they cannot breathe. And all along I did not know that my nail colour has turned bad. Coz they have always been coated on a nice colour that I cannot get to see my real nail colour. And so for once both my fingers and toes are unpainted. But I feel so not nice. Not used to it. Esp my toes. For the sake of the health of my nails I shall endure.



Ok, resume done. Now have to start getting geared up and look for ideal jobs.

I think it's gonna be a long entry. Provided if I am diligent enough. Hee hee.

First thing, I am sick. Having lao sai and fever and dry cough with an itchy and swollen insect bite on my finger. That naughty boy says I sound like ba pok coz of my half gone case husky voice. Sob Sob. Was already kind of feeling sick a few days back. But the final straw came from the overnight 4 poks of MJ and bumpy taxi ride home with 2 hours of sleep. Ho sei.

Therefore, the result was 2 panadols and an 16 hour sleep and meals after meals of porridge.

I hate being sick. But it gives me the official right to behave like a little girl. Haha. I refused to eat the 2 round shape panadol that my dad tried to feed me yesterday night, claiming that I couldn't swallow it. I dunno why but the round type always get stuck in my throat for god-knows-why reason. And therefore I always have phobia on round panadol. I insisted in the capsule type but my dad said that is more for headache not fever. So, dad got no choice but to break the round one into half and stuffed it into my mouth one by one and made sure I swallow them. My mummy see already also buay tahan. After I fell asleep he came in at regular intervals to check if my fever had subsided. And I went to the toilet halfway through my sleep, he asked if I was hungry and he could whip something up for me to eat. After I woke up in the morning(woke up at 8am surprisingly), my mum didn't buy any breakfast for me coz I never wake up so early. And she offered to accompany me down for breakfast which I was simply lazy to do so. She then counter offered by suggesting bread, but I hate eating bread! Then she continued by saying that she will cook instant noodles for me. And I reluctantly agreed. After searching the fidge she said only got veggie and fishcake. And I told her: "Huh no ingredient one ar? Then I don't want liao." while I continued to laze on my bed. So, she went to the freezer to thaw the prawns and dug out some black fungus to wash. And when the noodles were ready she dragged me out of the bed and put me on the chair. Went back to concussion after eating.

Haha envy me people, for having such loving parents.

I went Dbl O with Hui after work on Friday. And we saw her little bro there too! So when the place was closed we went back by sharing cab with her little bro and his very drunk friend who lives in Sembawang. The boys were just super funny. Dunno which guy actually hang a 7-11 plastic bag over the very drunk dude ears and he looked like this:


He looked so hilarious in that plastic bag that I couldn't help but took this photo. I know I am mean but it's just too funny lar.


Us, with that drunk guy beside her. Haha.

Coming up some overdue photos...

Has anyone seen catcus flowers before? I do! At SKelan house the other day when his dad's cactus happened to have flowers blooming.

His dad told me that the flowers will be at full bloom at midnight and will wither when the sun rises. Yup just for a night. Therefore it's rare to see cactus flowers. Interested ya? Oh and the flowers gives off a sweet scent.


Me nicly dolled up before meeting the girls at Clinic the other day. Tried curling my hair...


The girls at Clinic

Me back at home after clubbing

Some photos leftover from my birthday...






And here is my lovely sunflower dear dear bought for me...


Accompanied with 6 red roses...

Two weeks ago me and him went to the Japanese Restaurant where my sis is working to have dinner. Didn't take photos of the food. But my sis. Haha. Coz she look so damn cute in the uniform...


She scolded me while I took this shot as she came over and let dear signed the bill. Haha. But I dun care!!! Her manager was so kind and generous that she gave us 2 chawanmushi and 10% off total bill. Yipee!!!


This is my self-proclaimed daughter-in-law. Haha. Apparently she hasn't been seeing her husband for years... She is so so so so cute and pretty right? She made Skelan fell in love with CHH.

I have some goals for myself. I hope to get my own car in 2, at most 3 years time. But first, I need to get my license. Hahaha. Hopefully signing up for lessons in months to come. Next, I aim to bring my parents for an overseas trip before they hit 62 years old. They dedicate their entire life to the family and I should at least let them enjoy life. It's is their unconditional love and protection that mould me into such a spoilt girl. One who didn't even wash one piece of clothes or iron one top in my entire life.

My greatest achievements for household chores are: Iron a piece of handkechief, cook instant noodles. wash dishes(but not woks and charred pots), wipe table, wash my own undies, and erm... nothing else.

I don't even know how to hold a broom or manovre the vaccum cleaner and I don't know how to operate the washing machine. As a matter of fact I never even press any buttons on my house washing machine before.

Actually it's not that I don't know. It is that I never even try to do any of the chores before. All are done by my parents. Even the tiniest chore like changing the toilet rolls or emptying the rubbish basket or bringing bags of rubbish to the chute. I never did any of those. And the number of times I wash the dishes in my own house can be counted with one hand. I think I am a serious gone case. That's why I am such a princess. Haha. Congrats to my future husband.

Alrighty. going to prepare to meet Skelan for dinner in town. I am going to be late. And he is bound to nag at me again. Hohoho.

聽說愛情回來過 - 林憶蓮

在朋友那兒聽說　知心的你曾回來過
想請他替我向你問候
只為了怕見了說不出口
你對以往的感觸還多不多
曾讓我心碎的你　我依然深愛著

＊在朋友那兒聽說　知心的你曾找過我
我要他幫我對你隱瞞 只是怕見了面會更難過
我對以往的感觸還那麼多
曾給我幸福的你　我依然深深愛著

＃有一種想見不敢見的傷痛
有一種愛還埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
這一種想見不能見的傷痛
讓我對你的思念越來越濃
我卻只能把你　把你放在我心中

對你的聲音　你的影　你的手
我發誓說我沒有忘記過
而關於你選擇了現在的他
我只能說我有些難過 我也真心真意的等過

Bitch 1
She is such a fucking bitch. How can one happily throw away stuffs that do not belong to them without asking any permission? Things that appear as junk to you may be another person's prize possession. I think you are a totally rude, impolite, inconsiderate bitch who show no respect for people at all. No matter how close the person is to you, as long as you are intending to get rid of his/her stuff, I think it is a simple gesture to ask or at least inform before you execute any actions. This is mutual respect. And I fucking hate you for doing that.

Bitch 2
Seriously speaking I don't even know her. And she simply steps on my tail. Since I don't know her and she don't even know me, who is she to judge me? Yes I may be a spoilt brat. But only to people who are dear to me like my family or close friends. And very sorry you definitely do not fall under this category. In the very first place, I don't even know what the hell she made such a comment. Everyone was somehow fighting for that tiny plot of land and I kept letting people occupy those plots until I was the last to go up. Until everyone kept asking me why I still remain on the floor. Coz I can see that it's crowded and I simply doesn't like to fight for the space. Worst come to worst, I dun even mind remaining on the floor. As if I very Xi(1) Han(4) that plot. If I really did as what she mentioned, fine I accept the remarks. But now the problem is I didn't! So I si bei cannot swallow that. Fucking du lan. Perhaps her brain is infested with disgusting slimy worms that she couldn't think properly. Eeks! She is such a crazy bitch. But come to think of it, since she is crazy, I shouldn't be much bother about her. Just let her yell and bark all she wants. As long as other people knows what she perceives is not what really happened.

As expected, the sales are driving me nuts. Have been trying to refrain myself from stepping in stores. But heard from Valerie that Gucci and Coach are having sales. So pulled Skelan there after I knocked off. Gucci has nothing interesting, except for the messenger bag that I have been aiming. Thought of changing my Gucci wallet. But no nice ones. Then walked across the street to Coach and it turned out to be a fruitful trip. Maybe not so good for my pocket. See it, like it, buy it. Don't even know whether the tote bag I bought is on sale anot. I don't think it is lor.


This is the tote bag I bought. Super like it.

Buying the bag has made me feel that slightly better. Retail therapy!

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The greatest distance divides us,
Not because you are oblivious to my love when i stand in front of you;
But because we love each other knowing fate will forever keep us apart

I have been given chances and chances to repent for my mistake. But I blew it time and time again. And now it's the final straw. Life is such a big joke. It is until now that I realised how much he had loved me. But it's all too late. There is absolutely nothing I can do to salvage the situation. Never did I feel so helpless in my life. And I have only myself to blame. My heart aches badly. Like what he said, perhaps we met each other too early and we do not have the fate being together. He is someone who believes in fate. For the past 7 years, he has been occupying a place in my heart. Be it a little or much. But now, I have to learn to let go of everything. Unknowingly, tears flowed as I type this. But no matter how much I cry, it's not gonna change anything. And I have been crying almost every night for the past few days. I just can't accept this.

Treasure whatever you have now. Before it's too late.

Baby, I know I have hurt you and it's gonna be very unfair for you. But I really hope you can help me tide over this. I really hope you can. And once again, I am very sorry.

I don't know why I am always doing things wrong. I always create shit. And the biggest shit is myself. Fuck.

The girls have our little plans. We plan to go travelling! Hopefully we can go nearby places like Phuket or Bali in our mid twenties. (Sad to say that is next year). And it is also just in time to mark our 10th anniversary! Yeah. Then by our mid thirties, we aim to conquer UK. Oh I love that idea! It's good to have goals and dreams so that one can work towards it.

Also speculated that the next one to get off the shelf will be
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Cheong Jing Fen.

For Hui and me, given our wilful character, haha, it's gonna take ages I guess. But at least I know if no one wants to take me there is always one to accompany me! Haha!

When I was back at the age of 19 or 20, I used to have the conception that it is only normal for girls to marry by age of 25 or 26. When I always encounter girls who are in their mid twenties but yet to have a stable relationship or anywhere near to hearing the wedding bells, I somehow felt that it's absurd. But look at me now. I am beginning to fall into this "absurd" category. And I am beginning to understand how they actually feel. =(

Up till now I have not touch a single bit on my resume. I am such a lazy bum. Procrastinating Queen is me.

Returning back to work has been pretty alright. I never realised how much I miss my colleagues until I reached office. There has been endless of gossips for sharing. Haha. Girls are always doing what they are best at.

I have been running to the toilet for 2 times since I started out this entry. Please don't tell me lao sai is on it's way to find me. Please don't!

Oh before I forget, I am having a 40% discount on all regular priced Levis items this month. If you are interested to buy any Levis stuff, do let me know. Coz I don't think I will be buying any and I don't wish to let go of this good deal that is given to me once a year.

I had a huge bump at Chris' place last week! Still swollen and painful till now, but there's no one to help me rub the total aftermath out. *looks at dear dear and mummy with a pitiful face* Blu-black has subsided, but I can strongly feel that there is more to appear!


just after the knock a day after

I shouldn't have been so naughty in the first place... *sobs sobs*


I had a busy birthday! Thanks for all who sms-ed and messaged me, though I didn't reply to most. I feel so bad! But I was so held up that I told myself to reply later, but clean forgotten. Despite that, I truly appreciate it. People like Jingfen, Noelle, Cylene, Mylene, Kar Hwee, Joseph, Weiling, Donald. Thanks so much! I guessed I only replied to Hwee, Chenhao and Colin. Haha! Baby is so sweet to have a room booked at New Majestic Hotel to celebrate the 2 joyous occasions. It was a very pleasant surprise!! But I got blindfolded in a very smelly blind from Labrador Park to Chinatown. The room is super super super nice! It's actually a boutique hotel, so the rooms are new with modern concepts and designs. Each room has its unique design. And there are room with different concepts like garden room, aqua room etc. Baby booked the garden room, and it comes with a outdoor bathtub with a garden setting. Every single aspect of the room is superb. and the walls of the room are mirrored. I love love love the room la!

I shall the the pics do the talking.





Didn't take any photos of the dessert. Coz I was too giddy and uncomfortable to do it. Kana motion sickness. Ate only 3 mouthfuls of my dory fillet coz I kept feeling like puking. Thank god I didn't. But I feel like his effort has gone to waste coz I can't really eat. Feel very guilty. Blame my weak body.

And here is my beloved room.






Took other parts of the room too but photobucket hanged itself when I tried uploading the pics. Other days then.

I watched TV till 5 plus in the morning before I concussed. He actually brought DVDs and PS2 along. But too bad the TV is in-built. Therefore the PS2 cannot get connected to the TV. So no choice only can watch those preset channels. And that boy lied to me saying he wanted a 10min power nap but didn't wake up in the end. He slept at 2am. But he mumbled something so funny in his sleep. Feel so cheated. Haha but can't blame him coz he went to decorate the room straight after his night shift and didn't sleep for the whole day.

After we checked out he wanted to bring me to watch Pirates of the Carribean but there were no more Gold Class seats as we didn't make any booking. So I went home and changed as I didn't bring extra clothing (Didn't know that baby has booked the hotel room). However, we quarrelled real hard over an actually very small issue on the way back. His actions were so damn guai lan that made me cried so hard that I couldn't control myself. He bullied me on my birthday. After all the crying, it made me feel so drained and soft and I insisted to take a short rest at home. So, I took a half an hour power nap and went for dinner with his dad. After dinner we went home and battled the rest of the night with Monopoly game in PS2.

Sunday was his brother's big day. Dinner went on fine. But as usual, relatives will ask questions like "When will be your turn?" *pointing at dear dear* I got him a new petname! Ham Ham! This is to be added to collections like Little Durian, Coconut, Skelan, Chicken Chan, Naughty boy, BB boy, dear dear. So exciting!! Hehe.

Monday we finally watched the movie and the seats were so comfy that both of us almost fell asleep. Haha. He insisted on taking the gold class seats as it was part of my birthday itinerary. But got postpone due to unforseen circumstances. But the movie plus all the munchies cost almost $100. My most expensive movie. In the evening the boy went home and I met up with the girls. Went for dinner and headed for Elle's mum lounge till 12 plus. Hui and I missed the last train and gotta take a cab back. Very heartpain for the very poor me!

Got to start work after I wake up. Feeling so lazy. You know the feeling that you have been on decomposing mode for the past one month plus, and suddenly you have to go back to the fast pace of life. I am feeling so reluctant to go back. I just want to continue to rot at home everyday. And I can go out anytime, anywhere. No restrictions. Too bad my pocket doesn't allow me to, and I also feel embarrassed for taking such a long leave.

I am gonna have a good sleep. And be geared up for work!

P.S: There are certain things that I can forgive, but never forget.

I am finally done with the stupid exams!!! Whoo!!! Hibernating is over! It's spring time! Gonna worry about the results 3 months later.

Went to the IT fair just now. My god it was so chaotic. The whole exhibition hall was packed with people. And it was so difficult to move around. Plus, there were so many people fighting for oxygen that it was so hard to breathe. I almost fainted inside. Super stuffy. Drastic difference after you made your way through the crowd and stand at areas that are not so packed. Got the things that I want and left the place as fast as I could. Couldn't even stand one more minute there. If I were to I would probably flare up and shouted at people who blocked my way, or I would have passed out due to lack of oxygen.

I feel so much like a Santa Claus today. Didn't know since when X'mas has been brought forward to June. Bought 3 prezzies and wireless router plus adapter. Gonna claim the latter from Daddy if possible. Hehe. No choice, too broke. But I still enjoy the feeling of carrying big bags of haul. Sense of achievement. Haha. But pocket suffers.

I really wonder what that boy has got for tomorrow(It's later actually since already past midnight). It better be something exciting coz I have been looking forward. If not I will be somewhat disappointed.

And I am going to eat curry fish head at his house's Kopitiam on MY BIRTHDAY. Oh how exciting. Do I have a choice? His Dad's birthday falls on the same day and he wants to eat the curry fish head badly. And of coz I have to accomodate to it. I am not the main cast for the day.

(Lastest update: Change of plan to Crystal Jade. At least better than Kopitiam. But I am footing half the bill as a birthday treat for his dad) OUCH.

And he just told me that after that we are going to celebrate his buddy's birthday with his gang as his buddy's birthday is a few days away.

One thing I really dun understand. Why do I have to go around celebrating other people's birthday when it is my birthday that day? Why is it not other people celebrating my birthday? I know that he is celebrating it for me a day earlier coz suay suay his dad's birthday falls on the same day and he must definately be celebrating it with his dad and I must give way. But still, the actual day counts. And to add on to the impact he told me that it is followed by another round of celebration of another person's birthday. But it is MY birthday!!! Why is it not my day? And instead I have to go and make other people's day? I am just not the main lead on my birthday. I feel so unimportant. And I am so upset by this. But never mind about me, no matter how discomfort I feel about the whole thing I still have to accept it.

I simply fell from cloud nine when he told me the news. But he didn't seem to notice it. Perhaps to him he has already celebrated it for me a day before. So we can do anything on Sat. But has it occur to him that no matter how grand he made the celebration is on Friday, Saturday is still my birthday and not Fri? So I still do care about what happens on Sat. But sad thing is I am not the star on my birthday and instead I have to be there to make everyone else the star.

Super sianz la.