As of now I am contemplating whether to lock up this humble little blog of mine. So feeling real pissed off the other day and had the spite to do it. Now everything is much more at ease, including my temper. And baby strongly urged me not to lock this up. Coz it would mean that he can't read anything. Wahaha. But I just calmly reply him: Blamed it on your KPO friend.

I simply hate the feeling of not having the freedom to write or jot down whatever I want here. This is my ground. Why do I feel so controlled? Baby says I should think twice before I post anything here. But but... I feel this is just so unjustified. If I only select certain stuff that I deem not to cause any controversy here, this blog is not my blog anymore. And everything will be just a superficial facade. I don't want to be fake. I want to portray the real me here and note down my feelings including unhappy ones. But why can't I do it? It's just like you are at home but you still need to take care of your image. Like cannot kiao ka on the sofa, cannot dig nose, cannot burp out loud, cannot smell your chou chou. Wah lau eh... Very gan kor right??? It's so being supervised. Urgh!!

Perhaps I can set up another url where no one reads my blog there. It will be the real me there. (joking only la... I not so free to manage 2 blogs lor)

Surprisingly I didn't have the curiousity to find out from him who that person is. I just wanted to leave it unknown. Coz obviously I know that person is someone whom I know too. And I don't want to develop any negative feelings towards him/her as we are bound to see each other. It will make the situation awkward. Although he/she might not know that I know its him/her, but I myself will feel uneasy. And I don't want this to happen. So, not knowing something will be better.

Wait till I come back from Taiwan. Then I will decide whether or not to lock.

On a lighter note, it's Taiwan tomorrow!!! Skelan and me are so excited.

I had a tiring weekend. Having fun. Hee hee...

Sat
Worked till evening and went Gordon's place for mahjong. They had already started without me by the time reached. So they suggested me letting Gordon play finished that pok since they were already at "Xi fong". I was alright with that idea and I went to ransack his kitchen for food. And I performed the role of Siti. Cooking noodles for Keavy Sim (and myself) and after that I had to wash the plates for him somemore.

After two pok of mahjong they wanted to go for early breakfast. By that time I was already goggy. But the majority outweighs my insignificant resistance and I had to follow them. =(

At first they say want to eat the Jian Dao Jian at dunno where(I think Kitchener Road one) But somehow we ended up in Clementi market, only to find the the stalls were still not opened for business. Then the guys suggested going Tiong Bahru for Lor Mee. Me and hui were like what the fuck. Damn far can? So we nag and nag and nag. Somehow, we got back onto the car, and somehow they drove to Pasir Panjang food centre but the place was deserted. Made an U turn, and somehow, they decided to eat the bak kut teh near Cantonment, somewhere at the PSA port. Me and Hui totally had no say but to let them manipulate. Coz we don't control the cars. The meal was nice la. But I K.O.ed after that. I think I must be crazy to let them drive all over the place just to look for a place to eat. All of them no need to work on Sunday. But I have to lor. Reached home at 7 plus and dropped dead.

Sun
Skelan came to meet me after work, and we went praying to Four-faced Buddha and came back to town to have our dinner at Sakae. After that we went Marina Pier and Arcade at Marina South. After arcade we went Mustaffa. Skelan is a happy boy there. Coz he bought so many things, apart from the usual biscuits and snacks, he bought a perfume and DVD player. Needed a DVD player coz he sold away his Xbox 360 for a PS2, and PS2 can't play DVDs. He sent me home after that.

Mon
Woke up early in the morning. Met up with Skelan for Mac breakfast and we passed by the money changer at Northpoint. Thought the exchange rates were quite high and we decided to change money there. So we went to withdraw money from the ATM. I withdrew $1250 and he withdrew $1400. So total should be $2650, ie 53 pieces of 50-dollar note. I seriously dunno why, but I thought I withdrew $1200. So I told him I withdrew $1200 and since it was dispensed from the machine, it should be correct. He took my money without counting and placed it together with his. We headed to the money changer and pass the Indian guy all the cash and requested to change to NT. He placed the cash in the counting machine and it showed 53. Skelan and me look at each other blur blur. The person (or rather machine) counted again still 53. We thought the numer was weird and at first thought the amount was lesser than what we had withdrawn, coz we never counted the amount dispense from the ATM. Then, we calculated 53 pieces = $2650. We were shocked. How come got extra $50??? So Skelan told the Indian guy in that case just change $2600, the $50 return us. The Indian guy then also blur. H told his machine count wrongly, and he put all the cash into the machine and counted again. Still 53. Then, I suddenly ORHHH... I withdraw $1250 la!!! Skelan stared at me. Keke. He asked how come I withdraw how much I myself dunno one and what for I withdraw such weird figure? Haha. I also dunno. But... This is normal for me la. Blur like sotong.

So anyway, we went Sentosa after that and relaxed at KM8. Ordered a jug of Hawaiian Punch. Camera is with Skelan now so I can't upload the photos. Left at 5 plus and headed to Vivo City. Skelan went on a shopping spree. Haha. He bought himself 2 bermudas and 3 pairs of Adidas socks which cost him slightly over 100 bucks. I bought a top from m)phosis. Then we queued for the very nice doughnut called Vinco and he bought a dozen for himself, and half dozen for my parents. Don't see him skinny skinny hor, the way he eat is scary lor. There was once we went Bangkok and we bought a box of Dunkin Donuts. I think is a box of 10 or 8 la. I ate 2, and he ate up the rest. All in one night. And just recently, he bought 10 chicken wings from his house Kopitiam, and finished them all by himself. *rolled eyes* After the shopping we went dinner at Marche. My treat! Skelan says must framed the receipt up coz I seldom pay for dinner. Hehe. After Marche we went for ice cream at Haagen Daz as he was craving for their Rum and Raisin, something that I don't know how to appreciate. You should have seen the way he carefully and preciously scooped up the ice cream and put it into his mouth lor. Like totally enjoying the moment of savouring the ice cream. And he made sure every scoop he took were small, so that he can savour more such moments. Buay tahan him la, like a little boy.

After that we rushed to Great World, trying to reached the arcade before it closes, wanted to play games and earned points there. Skelan likes the super big clock there which needs 7000+ points to redeem. And todate we only earned 200+. Haha. the arcade closes at 10pm and we reached at 9.40, but by that time the counter has already closed and we didn't have enough credit in out timezone card. So cannot play any games! Decide to leave the place before the car park charges us, but when we left, at the barrier, the sensor actually charged him $3.21 carpark fees. Per entry and no grace period of 10 mins! We were there for barely 5 mins. Poor Skelan. We decided to go Labrador Park but stayed there for awhile and go home coz his tummy wasn't feeling too good. Suspected to arise from that piece of raw salmon he ate on Sun. But he only ate one tiny piece lor. Weak la his stomach. Haha.

He came to my house after that to pick up my luaggage and I was so tired that I slept early. And by early I mean 1.30am. Haha.

Ok going to sleep now. It's gonna be six soon. Update again after I come back from Taiwan. With lotsa pictures! Ciao!!

I am feeling super hot now can.

Some people just forget that this is my ranting ground and I have the right and freedom to say whatever I want here.

Some people just have too much time on hand and got nothing better do to but to create havoc in other people's life.

GO and fuck your cat if you are feeling that free.

Someone with a proper mind and character will not see a person's blog, and go and tell that person's boyfriend to go and read her blog. It is not as if he doesn't know the existence of my blog, so why must you make the extra effort and extent to "inform" him to read my blog? Why must you sow discord to a healing relationship?

If you want to read people's blog, just read and keep your fucking mouth shut. Don't go around speculating facts that you don't know. And who do you think you are to judge me? Do you know exactly what's going on my mind and how I feel?

I don't know who you are, and I don't care who you are, but I have two big words for you. FUCK YOU.

And yeah, you have succeeded to make him upset and make him quarrel with me. Happy now? Just when things start to turn out better and we are so looking forward to spend time with each other at Taiwan. Just when I start to see light in our relationship and I begin to put in all my efforts to nurture and heal this relationship. You had to wreck everything just because of your itchy mouth.

If he see my new update and got upset, at least I can explain to him things personally. Not some fucker informing him. And by you spouting nonsense made him misunderstood me. And he disappeared just after sending me a message. I don't even know where he is now. AND I AM WORRIED ABOUT HIM NOW. Are you happy?

Which part of "chanced upon" do you not understand? If I am still feeling sore about certain incident I will definitely not have the mood to blog it out. And by not saying"I love you" to him frequently does not mean that I do not love him.

Just like by not going around telling everyone that "I am a fucker" does not make you not a fucker.

And let me tell you now that you are a big fucker. Chao chee bye. And I curse you with all the vengence within my body that you will remain single and lonely till the day you lie in the coffin.

If he decides to leave me because of this, let me tell you Yes. I will be extremely upset and devastated. I guess that makes you delighted. But not forgetting, bad karma will befall on you.

This will be the last post that can be viewed public. Because I have decided to lock my blog. And I just want that fucker to see this post. I shall decide who is worth reading my blog.

I am feeling fucking du lan now!!! And my dear dear is missing!!!

Chanced upon these old time SMS as I was browsing through the really old obsolete phones. Pure memories.

His SMS to me

"Bebe sorri abt last nite I was in the midst of sleep thats y I behave like that. Really sorry ger. Love you. Later you awake put handiplus loh, I just reach office leh."

My SMS to him

"Keke I nvr angry lar... Me whr got so xiao qi one? Jus twnat make fun of you only.Y I also still got the honeymoon feeling. Surprised that the feeling able to last so long. Hope that we wun have any quarrels and our relationship will be as sweet as ever. luv you so much too. Happy 5th month my dear"

"Dear goodnight. Me go slp le. I really dun understand why you say with me no an quan gan. So no confidence in me. I dun strict with you coz I got faith and trust in you. So I also hope that you canput your trust in me. But luv is not a transaction. Doesn't mean that you will always get what you give. Luv me becoz you luv me. Dun put the amount of luv in me coz you can get back the same return. Goodnight my dear. Loving you always."

"My dearest baobei, your presence is the most wonderful thing that has ever happen to me. Really love you so much. You are the most important person in my life and I only got eyes for you. Even if there's another guy out there better than you, I will still stick by you. This is the first time I ever felt this way. You never know how much I love you. We have miss so many chances, and I definitely will treasure this rare opportunity that god has given me. You mean the whole world to me and life will meaningless without you around. Hope that you are my last destination. Love yo hubby."

"Bee... I love you. And I really love you. Though I always shout at you, I really din mean to coz I very impatient one and I always treat people close to me like that including my parents. Please dun get angry with me. You are already part of my family and I will not take you for granted. You are really a wonderful bf. Love you lots."

"Dearest bee bee, I dunno if you like the things I had prepared for you buty I really tried to make it as special as I could le. I got no money now so can't make it grand. But I still hope you will like it coz I spent alot of efforts. Happy birthday dear. I love you lots."

"My dearest baby, me go sleep le. So chum. Nothing to do. My internet very slow cannot play game. Waa... Tml dun late for work ar. Yeah tml can go shopping with you le. You know something dear, I really love you so much. Can't imagine what's life without my baobei around. You are like precious gem to me, so I will hold on to this precious gem no matter what happen in the future. I really mean it every time I say you cute, so handsome. Hehe. Love you. Goodnight."

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I guess there will never be a second person who will receive such sweet messages from me. I don't know why, it seems like I have lost that energy. The energy of loving someone so hard. I really meant those words when I texted. But along the way, somehow, the promises made were broken. I am sorry for not holding on to what I have said. And he was so right, I don't deserved his trust. Looking at these SMSes reminds me of those happy times. Things could have been so different.

My poor little durian has never received such "priviledged" SMS. And it's on rare, really rare occasions that I said "I love you". For the past one year, I have only said it like 3 times?? My poor boy is so unfairly treated by me. Wahaha. Just don't have the courage, ready-ness and mood to say it. Don't ask me why. I also don't know.

Counting down 6 days... Yippee!!!

Suddenly realised that I have so much things to prepare for the trip. The Taiwan's tourism website is fantastic! Everything you need to know, whatever you want to know can be found in the website. Ranging from weather forecast, train timing, MRT maps, theme parks, shopping area... blah blah. You know.

First, I need to print a copy of the Taiwan MRT map (yes it can be found in the website!!), next, I need to print out a copy of the train timing from Taipei to Hualien (going to the Ocean theme park) and plan which timing to take and buy the ticket in advance (heard that train tixs always get sold out), then I have to see the forecasted weather there so as to plan our itinerary accordingly. On top of that, I have to also print maps of places that we are going to like Danshuei and Chiufen. After that, I have to sit down with that boy and seriously plan what we're gonna do and where to go everyday. tsk tsk... I want to shop till I drop!!

I am so confused. Should we go to the hotspring at Yang Ming Shan or Beitou??? There are far too many hot springs in Taiwan.

All printing shall be done in office. Haha. Can print colour, maps are easier to use. And I am going to print all related recommendations too so as to discuss with him. *evil employee*

Weather in Taiwan is hot now. Temperature about 28 to 36 degree. Hotter than SG can. I don't like it hot. =( But think there will be occasional showers in the afternoon. Hopefully the showers will not cause inconvienience along our trip.

Very excited. Actually both of us already developed the holiday mood. Wahaha. Bo sim zoh gang already.

Oh and just now me and Coconut were discoussing about what to bring there. And I was telling him about the new aviation regulation of only 100ml bottles are permitted to be brought on the aircraft, and all bottles muz be packed nicely and neatly in a transparent Ziplock bag! One passenger is allowed only one bag. This brings so much inconvienience to me. My Fancl cleasing oil is 120ml, so, just because of this, I have to buy the smaller bottle at 60ml, my body shop moisturizer is 400ml, so is either I don't bring, or pack it into smaller bottles, which I have to go in search of the stupid bottles, next, I have a Jergen Aloe Vera Moisturizer (just in case I got burnt at Ocean Park) which is 295 ml. Shampoo and related toiletries are not so much of a problem as I always prepare the traveller's package size. But my cleanser, toner, and body moisturizer how??? And definitely I have to think of ways to settle the problem. Plus, I don't have the habit of putting bottles neatly into Ziplock bag. I simply throw them into one corner of my luagagge. This new rule is driving me nuts! And it dawned upon us how irritating those terrorists are, that root that causes me so much trouble! I hate them!!! Argh!

I got hold of the pair of Charles & Keith shoes which I can die for already! So nice can. Love it! Love Cynthia!!

Oh, it's Friday the 13th today. Hope it doesn't brings bad luck. I remember my OT lecturer, Sunny Goh, always tells us that alot of myths are actually self-fulfilling prophecies. Which I reckon it's quite true. I remember him giving an example regarding the infamous Fri the 13th.

You know that today is Fri the 13th and so being a believer that it's a bad luck day, you take effort to wake up one hour earlier for work, just in case that you will be late for work due to some unforseen circumstances caused by the bad luck day. And, everyone has the same thinking as you, and everyone went out for work early, therefore, it causes massive jam on your way to work and it really caused you to be late for work.

Everyone holds the same school of thought with regards to the myth, and not knowingly everyone made the myth to become true. And therefore, everyone will think: Hiya, I purposely go out one hour earlier already still can late. So the Friday the 13th is really suay leh!!!

Get what I mean?

Looks like I am a little too free lately. Concluded from the higher frenquency in blog entries. Perhaps I am already in a holiday mood... Lalala... Counting down 8 more days to enjoyment. Whee!!!

My laptop has been scheduled for operations. Already called up HP customer care and Repair centre. Luckily for dear dear, HP has now introduced one fantastic service. That is to tie up with Singpost for the sending of the notebooks to the hospital. All I have to do is to drop by Singpost later with my precious laptop and fill in a form. Then they will send it to the hospital at Alexandra. When it is ready, HP will call me and I just have to ask them to ask Singpost to deliver. Good news for baby coz it means he doesn't have to carry the heavy laptop to the service centre, wait for a bloody long time with a queue number, explain the problem to them, and push it in for surgery. Collection also takes a bloody long time. That's what he went through the other time when my laptop charger was spoilt. And he kept complaining to me that he waited there for hours like one gong chee bye (that's the exact phrase he used lor) with nothing to do except to go into daze. Haha.

And here comes the joke to be voted the funniest of the month.
I was on my way to buy dinner just now, and Jeffrey, my GM, ask me to help me buy cigarettes. I was planning to go Taka, so I walked a little further down to the 7-11 to buy the cigarettes for him before I get any food coz I want to save the hassle of me carry so much things and yet still have to buy cigarettes at Paragon's 7-11 even though it is kind of more on the way. So, I took the trouble to walk more. here's what happened:

Me: Ar, one salem mentol hard pack
7-11 staff: Sorry may I check your IC please?
Me: (shocked for 2 seconds, and opened my wallet and suddenly remember I put my IC in my cardholder which I didn't bring along with me) Aiya I forget to bring leh.
7-11 staff: Sorry then I cannot sell you the cigarettes.
Me: But I 20 over liao leh!!!
7-11 staff: Sorry cannot.

Bloody hell from which angle do I look like I am under 18??? *hot* Furthermore I was wearing office attire. One black tube top with office pants and black heels lor. Dunno her eyes blind or what can. I dunno lar, at that moment I think the whole incident is very funny but I was angry too la. I really cannot understand how her eyes function la. She reduced my age by a good 7years old ok. I dunno if I should receive it as an insult or compliment. But I seriously cannot understand how I look like under 18 la. From my face, my dressing, my appearance... $%(&*)^$$^(&&*!!!

Anyway in the end, I carried bags and bags of food and headed to Paragon to buy the cigarettes for Jeffrey la, without having asked for my IC. Then back in office I told everyone about it. And they all laughed. I feel the whole thing is so stupid can.

Do I look under 18??? *scratches head vigorously*

SIA now having promotion on tickets. And our travel dates falls within the promotional period!!! Bloody hell and we got our tickets already... Now per ticket is 80 bucks cheaper can... *pounds chest* But bo bian also coz that boy got to submit the ticket for leave approval. So gotta book early. See lar not got promotion liao la. Ai wan liao lor.

Tried to apply for job at HSBC just now, was required to attached my resume together with the form, but the stupid resume is stuck in my stupid laptop that is now sick!!! *angry* So I filled up the form for nothing. Waste my time. *pouts*

My laptop died again. Si bei sianz. It died about 2 months back. Was copying something at that time when it suddenly went into standby mode, touched the mouse no reaction. screen never recover. So I off and on again. The moment it was on, I can only see the neon blue light but screen has nothing. That time was exam period, so no time to deal with it, then a few weeks after my exam I decided to call up HP helpline for assistance. And when I gave the stupid laptop a last chance before I call, it suddenly came back to life!!! Really miracle can.

So I happy like dunno what la. Then yesterday as I got tired of surfing net, I was shutting down my laptop and it got hanged. So I pressed the on/off button and hold lor. Today I happily took out and wanted to edit some pics, the exact same thing happen again! On already then nothing on the screen. I seriously dunno what's wrong with it la.

Compaq laptop suxs!!!!

Think it is going to the hospital again.

9 more days to Taiwan. Super excited. Flight is on Thurs morning. So we plan to go Mambo and go his house to rest while before heading to the airport at 6 am. Then we are coming back on Wed afternoon. Will be reaching SG at 5 plus 6 in the evening. So same thing, going his house rest and eat dinner then head for Mambo. Haha. Purposely plan like this to accomodate Mambo one. I really think 2 of us are seriously siao.

I think I better buck up on my job search. So far what I did was only to submit applcation form to DBS for the position of a Credit Underwriter. And only shortlisted ones will be called up for interview. I better submit more applications. But come to think of it, I can't bear to leave my current job. Coz bosses are nice, colleagues are nice(except for 2 who really gets on my nerves), everything is flexible, and furthermore it's an easy job. Not as busy and stressed as before as boss hired another girl to help out with the workload. Everyday go in office work 2 hours, then go buy dinner and take own sweet time to eat and surf net, work a little then time to play game or surf net till I knock off. Weekends lagi best. It's either play game non stop for the whole afternoon, or keng gai with the girls from start till end, or sometimes others will play video or movie from Youtube or Crunchroll and all of us will watch together. Even want to play mahjong in office also no problem. My god. This type of bo zeng hu job, where to find??? Furthermore boss has revised my pay. Not too bad la but still abit lower than what I expect if I find a new job. I want a minimum 2.5k a month. Main thing is, there is no place for me to grow here. Guess in the end, I will still have to leave coz I need to think about my future.

Don't love a love that hurts,
Don't hurt a love that loves.

I am trying so hard to culture this. And I don't know if I can make it.

No one will understand my sadness, my pain, my disappointment, my fear.

070707. The day where truth is moulded concrete.

Perhaps life is really tailored destined.

Make a comparison between these 2 dresses. Apart from the colour, there is no difference. Fabric, design, texture. Everything is the same.

Cynthia and me practically scurried into the shop and peeped at the price tag.

And guess what.

The dress is selling at S$89 at Phuture London.

I bought it online at only S$16 after a 15% discount.

That's a 5.5 times difference.

*shocked*

I am so pleased with myself.


Because of a pair of shoes, it displayed the "sortness" in me. Saw one nice pair of pumps one or two weeks ago at Charles & Keith. Asked for my right size but there was no more stock. So I just left the shop. Saw it a few more times when I went browsing around C&K outlets, and I like it the more I see it. So, while shopping at Casueway Point last Mon with Xiuhui, I decided to try it on but like the previous time, no more my size. So I decided to try the fit nonetheless, and insisted on trying it in another colour. It's so nice. And therefore I got so determined to own it. I asked the staff to check other stores for me, and he returned asking me which outlet I prefer, coz they don't do transfer and I had to pick it up myself. That was a really busy time then, and it took him a looooonnnngggg time to check that few outlets for me, that includes PS, Suntec, Citylink, MS and Novena Sq. Didn't check Wisma coz I came from there. All no more stock. So disappointing. He asked me for further choices and driven to desperation, I told him any outlet will do. Within a minute, he came back stating that there is no more size 37 in ALL OUTLETS.

Then I told Hui, if let me check dio other outlets still have, I'll make sure he dies. Haha I am so evil. But who ask him to lie. It's not nice to lie and later dio li-ar you know.

Casted that issue aside but it came back while shopping togther with Skelan on Sat. It was a crowded timing too. (Come to think of it, when is C&K not crowded? Sigh SG is just so deprived of nice shoes brands, poor SG girls.) I picked up the model and approached one of the staff, asking her to help me check. As usual, she checked all outlets in town area and came back with negative answer. I thought: No point asking her to check popular outlet coz it's bound to be sold out. So I got her to check the outlet located in the most ulu place in SG (at least to me). Parkway parade. And really, they still have my size 37!!! Hoho I am such a genius.

But comes along with it is another problem. How am I going to get it? I looked at Skelan with the most pitiful face I can make, but before anything came out of my mouth, he said:" You don't expect me to fetch you to get it hor, it's damn far and out of the place lor..."

Damn. He actually saw through my evil plan. And my pitiful face doesn't work anymore. Boo hoo hoo...

By that time, I also paiseh to ask the girl to check for me anymore, since she has already rendered sufficient assistance (unlike that cheater guy at cwp) by finding the pumps at Parkway. I took C&K's namecard and asked the girl to write the model number for me. She told me reservation is for 3 days. So I called C&K outlets today in office, in hope that there is another outlet with my size 37, so that I don't have to go to that ulu place on earth. Besides being far, it is inaccessible also can.

First I called Junction 8,
then Central(Clark Quay),
then Vivo City,
then Compass Point,
then Bugis,
then Tampines Mall,
then Jurong Point.

All no more already!!! Damn sad can. I only left with Amara, Clifford centre and Changi Airport never call nia.

By the time I put down the phone after I called Vivo, Cynthia saw my utterly disappointed and depressed look on my face and laughed. She added salt to my wound by saying now I know how she felt when she couldn't get her favourite dress at Topshop after running to all Topshop stores in SG. Coz that time I just merely told her: Hiya never mind la...

But at least I never laughed at her what.

However, still being nice, she told me her friend often go to that ulu place. So she can get her friend to get it for me. And immediately she took out her phone and messaged her friend. Her friend is fine with that idea!!! There are so many nice helpful people around. Haha. And I gave her the model number and my name, so that her friend can pick it up for me.

Keeping my fingers crossed that her friend don't put me aeroplane. Else I think I will really go crazy.

Ya, all that just because of a pair of shoes.

p/s: I forgot to take note of that cheater guy's name. And I can't remember how he looks like. Luckily for him. If not I will sure complain until he dies. How can he be so heartless, he will never understand the feeling of not being able to get the shoes you love so much because it's sold out. Coz he is not a girl. He will never understand. All guys must be thinking: Hiya dun have jiu dun have lor... what's the big deal. Get other designs lor. Anyway got so many pairs of shoes already...
But every pair is different hor.

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I am going to be $100+ poorer every month. Coz my dad submitted the GIRO form for the repayment of the debt to his CPF account that was being used as school fees for my poly. I told him that I want to continue to defer. Like what I have been doing for the past 4 years. But he decided that it's time to repay coz further deferment will only chalk up more interest, implying that I have to pay even more. He made me signed on the stupid GIRO form, which I did so very relectantly. One more thing to pay for every month apart from my handphone bill that cost $30 a month, which I am paying only like once every quarter year. Haha. Super buay gam wan. My $$$... Sobs. I could have used the money to shop you know. =(

Just came back from Mambo. Guess this is the very first time I went Mambo without Skelan after being together with him for a year. But I still enjoy myself as much! Hee hee.

And I am so angry with him lar. He told me he will be going JB to pump petrol with his biker friends. And he told me he would message me after he reaches Singapore. And you know much dangerous it is to go JB, after hearing terrifying stories about few of his friends losing their bikes there. So I reminded him for almost a millionth time to be careful, and let me know after he comes back. I waited and waited. He left at 10 plus, but by 2.30am there was still no sms. Got worried and sms-ed him twice. No reply. Was thinking to myself he couldn't be back so late coz he still got morning shift next day and he told me he only go in to pump petrol. After I got out of Zouk the first thing I did was to call him. And when I heard the ringing tome was the local tone, felt kind of relieved. After long waiting he finally picked up and bloody hell he was already sleeping like a dead log!!!! His voice blur blur one when he talked. And he claimed that he did messaged me. But I never receive lor. And he didn't even bother to wonder why I never reply him. Stupid Skelan. Make me worried. I was so worried about his safety and black beauty. He might not know, but actually I am pretty much in love with black beauty. Dunno why. Got feelings bah. So if one day she leaves I think I will cry.

Oh here's a picture of me and her.


She is sOOOOOooooo pretty right!!


After 3 attempts to set up the wireless router, I finally made it!!! Thank you so much to my dear neighbour Chenhao!!! Actually I just happily sat there while he did the set up lar. Haha. And now I am blogging at the comfort of my bed!!! You will never know how much I longed for this moment. And my sister can log on at the same time. No more bugging her to let me use the internet anymore! Whoo!!!

My accquired stuff I bought online finally arrived! Very excited.

PaperGirls


Lebelle

One more knitted halter top with lace tube to come.

Papergirls are damn efficient can. I paid on Sunday and emailed them about the payment on Monday. And I received the stock on Wednesday! They really deliver the items immediately upon payment. Kind of shock by the speed.

Lebelle is fast too. Those are pre-order stocks. So they actually sent out once they received the stock from the supplier. They also emailed me on Monday that they have received the items and sent them out. And on Wed the packet of clothes is already lying on my desk when I reached office!

All these online shopping sites are making me broke.

But it's fun!! My new hobby.