Some people just live their life to be a parasite. Living off other's flesh and not contibuting to anything. Totally useless. It's a total waste of oxygen in the air. I simply can't stand this type of people.

I always believe human beings live to have a goal in life, with passion and zest, making yourselves useful. Yet, some people can be like a piece of junk, sit there wasting their lives away. For god's sake, you are not even handicapped or stricken with sickness, why can't just get a job? It's way better than rotting at home and wasting our natural resources.

I cannot believe people can be THAT lazy.

Even though qualifications may not be high and the salary earned may not be much, but it's the mind set you know? That has nothing to do with the measurement of money. What you earn might be little, but at least you make yourself useful.

Staying at home everyday and waiting to be served upon makes me so disgusted. At least homemakers do household chores, ensure the daily operations of the family. Some people just sit and stare blankly into space everyday and wait for meals to be cooked and served. I totally despise you. To the core.

Why are you living in this world for? Ask youself.

Tin Tin made me go home early again on a Saturday night. =(
He is working morning and needs to go home early to sleep. And he's been having endless of duty these few weeks. I dun like!

Suddenly realised that there are so many things that I want to do.

I want to go Sentosa for a good nice tan. It's been so freaking long since I last tan. I enjoy lazing under the sun and relax and zo boh. (by the way, the powerful tanline that I got from tioman is still visible)

I want to go Zouk Out! in December!! Tin Tin says he can't go again this year coz it's his morning shift... Grrr.... Last year missed it coz it was his night shift. And sad to say, I never go Zouk Out before leh!!! Don't laff at me can? Suaku lar... Last time somebody don't let me go to these kind of party coz he said got alot of gropers. Sure kenna touch till jialat jialat. So all never go when I was more energetic years back lor... Now Tin Tin also want to go, finally got khaki already, but suay suay always kenna his working shift! Sad lor.

I want to go camping! Anywhere, like Pulau Ubin? Tin Tin always say I cannot make it for camping coz I am always so princessy. He sees me no up lor. Mosquitoes aside, I think camping is fun. Though I haven really experienced it before... It's like so out of the urban reality, a different way of lifestyle just for a few days, Something different la. Sleeping in the tent looks exciting too! Setting up fire and cooking by the seaside, my god! So fun!

I want to pack up my super messy room! Always wanted to but either no time to pack or lazy and no mood to pack. I can assure you that my room is the messier than any other girl. Looks more like a junkhouse with a bed.

I want to go JB shopping and eat seafood! Heard alot of people say dinner at Da Ma Hua Yuan is cheap and yummy, so far never eat before. And I miss shopping there. Too bad it puts your life at risk just by stepping into the soil there. You will never know when you are gonna have your bag snatched and you being drag along the road, or when you find a needle syringe pointing at you and asked for money, or worse, being gang rape. *oh my god, shivers So better don't go there. Mummy is so right. It's hard to imagine SG and there is just across the river, but security and safety of the people can be of such a drastic difference. Nonetheless, side track abit huh, Hotlink is founded there! Hahaha...

Hopefully someday Tin Tin will be free enough to accompany for the above!

And some good news from Qiumei. She is gonna let me have a super fun toy to play with in next year May! Very very happy leh! I literally put a wide smile across my face when I heard that news. It's amazing, seeing your friends going through different stages of life. I remember the days where me and her loved to take neoprints at Northpoint, and calling each other laopo. During the secondary school days we could hogged over the phone for hours. But now she is other person's laopo already. Haha. And a mummy-to-be! Very consoling to know that she is so blissful, though I haven meet up with her for like a thousand years. Oh oh I definitely must meet her these few months. I want to see her tummy!!

Seeing my friends getting married one after another makes me want to marry too. Haha. But I dread the thought of not able to live with my parents anymore. I dread the thought that whenever any tiny problem happen to me I cannot complain to my Mummy and ask her to take care of me. I have been very close to my mum since young. And my dad was the one who spolit us since young too. I cannot imagine one day I have to leave the house and leave them. Although I still can spend time with them, but not being able to stay with them makes me feel sad. I guess that's what every girl have to go through. And I can already foresee that when I get married, I will probably cry myself to sleep everynight at least one week before the wedding coz I can't bear to leave them. I must make sure that I will try to find lots of time to spend with my family a few weeks prior to the wedding. If not no chance already, even if you want to.

Say until machiam I getting married soon hor? Haha. Not so soon lar... Tin Tin no money to marry me... Hee hee. But he says he is saving very hard for marriage. Means he has intentions to marry me liao. Hahaha.

Ok talk nonsense finish already. Going to change the rubber for my fake eyelash and play DS before going to sleep. Monday Tin Tin is working night shift. Sibei sianz ar...

Gave Mambo a miss for the consecutive 3rd week. Haha my colleagues must all be damn shocked. Well, supposed to go this week, but afternoon got a call from Tin Tin that he last min kenna duty so cannot go mambo. So I guai guai go home. Dunno why nowadays don't have the kick to go mambo already. Perhaps the lousy mix ins of the songs is a really turn off. Well anyway Joseph went last week. The Deepavali's eve, while I was at Baoling's place for mj. Haha. Joseph told me mambo was great. *scratches head. Maybe he too long never go mambo liao. Hee hee. Oh I still owe him one Chong Pang Nasi Lemak. Keke.

My Tin Tin very poor thing these few days. Offdays kenna call back for duty, on course also kenna call back for duty. So ke lian him. But hor... I even more ke lian!! Coz I cannot meet him. Luckily he came down and meet me for a quick dinner after his duty ended on Tuesday while I was working. If not almost a week never see him leh.

The LV neverfull and papillon bag I want to buy are all out of stock online. Damn it!! Hopefully they still have stocks in the stores as Jason is going Paris over the weekend. If not I will be so sad.

I think MOF is not replying to my job application. Super upsetting. And I am so interested in the position. Anyone wants to hire me? So far none has replied to even call me down for an interview. Wondering if it is my resume that is not good enough, or those people din even bother to look at the online application submission. =( And it has already been 2 months plus since I got my results. Shit man.

Going to sleep. Too many things make me upset already. Shaking my head and sighing to sleep.

At such wee hours I am waiting for dear Tin Tin's call. Guess he is busy at work now. And I am already feeling goggy from the lack of sleep from the past few days. Serious bad news. I only realised it yesterday that Tin Tin is not able to meet me for the next few days. At least not until Wednesday. Boo hoo hoo... Very sad. And today (mon) is supposed to be his first off, the day where it is my offday too and we can happy happy go pat tor after his sleep! Blame it on the stupid duty. I hate it!!! And now I am left stranded and unwanted on my offday. Shitty man.

I think Tin Tin is going to buy me something nice for our one and half year. Dear lord, please let it be a pink sony digital camera, or a sony ericsson K850... *looks at Tin Tin and smile as sweetly and innocently as possible

Gonna log off soon. Staring at the glaring screen makes me more goggy. My eyes are hurting.
I am missing his smell and his irritating-ness.

Spent my offday shopping around Marina Sq and Suntec with my dear Tin Tin. And can you believe it I actually didn't buy anything?? Except for trying on some tops that I didn't buy in the end. So proud of myself la! Oh but I did spend money coz I offered to pay for baby's new adidas pouch. That time said I will buy for him one. But that pouch super expensive leh!!! Those on the same rack were selling like 10 over dollars. The one he had eyes for cost $45. Bo bianz he likes... And can you also believe his old pouch that he had all along been using has followed him for 10 years?? 10 years leh!! I have never had a bag or clothing or accessory that can last me for that long lor. That's why I told him, if the new pouch can use for another 10 years, then $45 is worth it la. And he gin-ed me... kua kua...

And my Tin Tin very sweet leh... He brought me go see wedding bands... *beams He has intention to marry me and I will be able to bully him for the rest of his life. We just see see look look only la. I think he wants to find out how much on general each pair cost. So cute him... But hor... I am more concerned about the proposal ring. Hee hee... I already told him I want big big solitaire one. He said he will buy me a ring pop. *kick him If he really proposes I want a romantic memorable sweet touching proposal. Like ma chiam fairy tale kind... The kind that shows he puts in effort and sincerity and preparation. To me the proposal is just as important as the wedding. If he just ask me go apply house as the proposal I guess I will reject him flat and throw him down the building.

If we REALLY get married, haha I already have ideas what to tekan him when he come to fetch the bride. I will make him do the "I'm too sexy for my ..." dance. Laugh till I almost die. Got once he did the dance and I casually told him next time I will get my jie-meis to make him do the same dance. Haha should see his face turn horrified and shocked and pleaded me to drop that idea. So fun to see him scared. I am an evil gf. Who ask him always make fun of me and make me look like a fool.

Alrighty, I m going to sleep. Weather is so breezy for a nice cuddling sleep under the blanket. And Noelle's lychee martini is taking effect on me... (after like 4 hours)