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Friday, May 30, 2008Y
Bored bored bored...

I am so bored at home... *grunts



Right. The soap opera saga was blown to an end. I hope no sequel occurs as promised. No doubt, some things can be forgiven but it will never be erased off my mind.



3 more days to my birthday and our 2nd year anni. Woots!! We have already booked a room at Gallery hotel, all thanks to Marianne!! And he has already given me my pressie! A Gucci messenger bag. I super heart it! I was showing and telling him about the bag and he so 爽快 tell me he will buy for me if I like it. At first I thought he was joking as he has never been approving when I indulge in expensive stuff. Usually I ended up with naggings and scoldings. But now he is telling me that he will buy the bag for me. I huh-ed in disbelief, and he said was for my birthday and anni. So of coz I quickly agreed and made him pay before he changed his mind. Haha.



I wonder whats for dinner on Monday. So looking forward.



Anyway, I am so broke by the 4th day of GSS. Spent $100 on m)phosis sale so far, I successfully grabbed 2 cropped pants, one dress, one jumper skirt and one romper. All in small size!! And the other day I went to the jewellery shop coz my earring backing dropped off and I didn't even know. Luckily my sis stepped on the earring in the bathroom. Subsequently mummy and I searched high and low for the backing but it went too lost. No choice have to get it replaced. And the step into the shop made me spent close to $500 on another pair of earrings. Boo hoo hoo... Coz I have always leave my ear holes blank and I reckon it too dull. Must add on some bling bling, but my ears are either too sensitive for street purchased studs (even my ears know how to choose good stuff), or I will 不知不觉 take them off. So might as well buy something that I will really wear.



And the next day, I went to buy his present. Another few hundred gone. Still cannot disclose how much and what is it. Coz I am keeping him in suspense. And he bug me everyday to tell him what is it! That little boy. I think he will like it. *bleams



On Monday I went Charles and Keith and both pairs of shoes I like were out of sizes, so I had asked the salesgirl to keep me check for other outlets. The shop was super busy then, and she told me to leave down my contact number and she will call me back after she checked coz she had to attend to other customers. Being a nice and reasonable customer, I told her I can understand and will wait for her call. She informed me that she will call me later at night or the next day. I wait and wait. NOW THURSDAY OVER ALREADY SHE STILL HAVEN CALL!!! Super angry can. I really like that 2 pairs of shoes lor. To the extent that I don't care which outlet has them and I will go and buy if they still carry the items. C&K don't do transfer. Which can be quite a hassle. Busy with work these few days. If not I sure go down and SCREAM!!! I am not being annoying, now I am not getting what I was promised, and I still gave a leeway for 2 days, and I am being treated like a fool for being nice! My poor shoes can be gone anytime due to their inefficiency. Sobs.



On a happier note, I bought another 2 pairs last 2 weeks, and I super love them. They look so lovely for my feet! He doesn't like one pair though. Coz it is something like clogs and he thinks that is a pair of noisy shoes. But I don't care!!



I think one day I should just take a picture of all my shoes. I think that will look so satisfying. Hee hee.

ends at 3:58 AM

Monday, May 26, 2008Y
My new addictios...

Let me introduce my new addictions!!!



Baby Damien!!!

Baby --!!! (Name to be confirmed after master's consultation)

They are a week apart!!! I so so so so so love them leh...

Went to see Damien and Val at KK. Baby just left the ward before I reached, and I got no chance to catch a glimpse of him! Bu nice Daddy Felix went to the nursery to fetch him to meet me and fen. He is very funny can. All the way asleep. But sleep also can have many many cute expressions! Twitching his mouth, sniffing the nose, once a while peeped at the surroundings. I went gaga seeing him la! Until I不舍得 leave the hospital lor. Too bad I need to work.



Saturday just went to see Baby -- at Endy's place. That Mdm Phua give birth next day discharge already. Super efficient. Baby also sleeping when I reach. Sianz! Why babies see me wanna sleep leh? She is so tiny. So princessy. Alot of hair! Big eyes! Long lashes! She will grow up to be a chio bu who will sweep guys off their feet! I so love her. My god daughter!! She cried when she wanted feeding. And Hui passed her to me when she prepared the milk. Omg I carried her!! At first very scared coz she look so fragile and I have minimal experience carrying babies... Let alone newborns. She cried and cried in my arms, and I kept talking to her and pat her till she stop crying for awhile. So satisfying leh the feeling.

Babies are really so adorable! I really melt seeing them.

It also makes me wonder, when will I have my own babies? But just thinking about the delivery process makes me shiver. Men most shiok one. Do already then happily wait in anticipation for 10 months to see the product.

Following is me cam whoring.. Haha

Under my block... On the way to work



Grand Copthorne toilet on Vesak Day's eve, while waiting for Crix to reach Zouk.



Me and Black beauty...

Okie that's all... Need to transfer money for spree and prepare myself to meet him. He is gonna bring me to Sakura for buffet dinner I think.

Ciao!!


ends at 4:49 PM

Friday, May 16, 2008Y
I still miss you, I like you too, Will you be my XXX girlfriend?

I get so tired seeing the same message over and over again. Until a point where I can already memorise the whole dialogue. But tears just fall uncontrollably whenever I read it.

All along, I thought that I have known him well enough. So well enough that I am willing to entrust my life long happiness to him. Believing that he is the one who will take care, love and protect me. I am just waiting for the day to say yes to him.

But I am just so wrong, so so fucking wrong.

He is not the person whom I think he is. Suddenly he feels like a stranger to me. So distant that I cannot even understand what he is thinking. 3 fucking years that I have known him. And I cannot imagine that he is actually so 恐怖.

We have so much to do. So many plans ahead. But all those beautiful pictures are smashed.

If he had never intrude into my life, will I be happier?

If loving a person so much is so painful, I will rather do without it.

我最深爱的人伤我却是最深。

Lessons learnt: Women's sixth sense is damn fucking accurate.
No man in this whole fucking world can be trusted. No man. Absolutely no man.

With no trust, how can there be a relationship? That has been my rationale all along. The most basic foundation of a relationship is simply trust. A relationship is built on trust. Am I wrong about this? I gave him my 100% trust. The return is unforgettable pain and hurt.

ends at 1:28 AM

Monday, May 12, 2008Y
他。。。

难道这世上就没有童话故事般的爱情吗?

我以为我找到了。他虽然没有白马,没有大大的堡垒,没有帅气的脸孔,但他有一颗爱我,疼我,保护我的真心。

这样就以足够了。就凭他的心,我愿意把我一生托付给他。因为我知道他能给我幸福。

他对我的好,众所周知,每个人常认定总是我在欺负他,他常令我摆布。但这是我们之间的沟通方式。我偶尔也会让让他,宠宠他。只是我不从把这些举动在别人面前表露出来。也因此,我心中不能忍受一丝丝的错误。在我心目中,他不会让我受伤,更不会让我难过。

如果有一天,我发现到他骗了我,我还能让自己再百分百地相信他吗?我对他过去所有的判断还会成立吗?

一个没有互相信任的爱情,能够维持多久?能够一起思守到老吗?

如果他真的那么爱我,他根本不会做出会伤害我的事情。一件都不会。

好希望我对他的猜疑是错误的。

我们两人之间美丽的童话故事会继续吗?还是就快到了尽头?他,真的是我的将来吗?

ends at 3:35 AM

Friday, May 02, 2008Y
My birthday is coming!!!

It will be exactly one month down to a very important day. YES MY BIRTHDAY!!! Can't believe that it is soon to be half of 2008 gone and I am gonna be 25! I am getting old. And I sort of feel dejected thinking about that...

On a happier note, what will that naughty Tintin give me for my birthday? It is also our 2nd year anni. And it is the first time ever in my whole life to celebrate 2nd anniversary with a boyfriend. Yes. None of my past relationship lasted for 2 years. Congratulations to Tintin!!!

We first know each other on my birthday, and we got together too on my birthday. Maybe Tintin is god's birthday present for me. He is here to irritate me for life!!!

So I suppose I will be receiving 2 pressies right darling?? Tsk tsk...

I have already asked him several times where he's gonna bring me and what he is giving me. He leaves me no clues. Kns. But... This boy can't keep surprises... Hahaha... He got surprises but he always can't wait and pi chiak his own lobang. However I guess he has learnt to surpress the excitement to himself recently. Never mind although I am anixious to know but I love surprises too! I hope it's fun!!! I am so looking forward can.

*Pray all goes well
And I will be soon officially in my mid twenties. I don't like that idea the tiniest bit. *pouts

ends at 7:23 PM